Sunday, November 1, 2026

spell to take back control of your life

 NEVER LET ANYONE ELSE CONTROL YOUR NARRATIVES





(talk to yourself but pretend you’re talking to men, talking to the babygirl inside men but in pickme form)


NEVER TOLERATE SPIRITUAL ABUSE FROM SOMEONE SNEAKING IN CLAIMING TO BE A TEACHER


NEVER LET PEOPLE BLAME YOU FOR THINGS THAT DON’T MAKE SENSE


NEVER ALLOW PEOPLE TO DEMAND REPAYMENT FOR UNCONDITIONAL GIFTS. KEEP THE GIFTS AND DON’T REPAY


NEVER LET PEOPLE ESTABLISH A RELATIONSHIP OF CONTINUOUSLY GIVING YOU UNSOLICITED ADVICE THAT’S ANNOYING AND YOU HUMOR IT AND THEN IT SLOWLY MAKES YOU LOSE FAITH IN YOURSELF, IT JUST CREEPS IN THE CRACKS MAKING YOU ANGRY AND MAKING YOU DOUBT YOURSELF


AS YOU BECOME MORE FREE AND SHINE, PARASITES WILL COME OUT TO ATTACH TO YOU AND SUCK YOUR JOY OUT OF YOU, BECAUSE THEY SEE YOUR MAGIC. DON’T LET THEM. AND IF YOU’VE ALREADY LET THEM, SIMPLY STOP DOING IT BUT ALSO FORGIVE YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU ALLOWED IT FOR A GOOD REASON. NONE OF THE SUFFERING IS EVER WASTED. YOU ALWAYS KNOW HOW TO TURN IT INTO GOLD.


WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO COME SO CLOSE TO SUCCESS, I STARTED FEELING GENEROUS AND CHARITABLE. AND THEN THE BEGGAR TURNED INTO THE MASTER. THE STUDENT TRIED TO TEACH ME. THE ONE WHO PAID FOR MY ATTENTION NOW GAVE ME THE BILL FOR HIS OWN ATTENTION. AND I WAS SO TIRED. AND HE EXPLAINED TO ME EVERYTHING I WAS DOING WRONG, AND PRAISED ME AS HIS PET. AND I FELT DRAINED BECAUSE I WAS DRAINED BY THIS ENERGY VAMPIRE.


AND YOU WONDER, IS IT REALLY SO MANY OF THEM? CAN IT REALLY BE SO MANY OR AM I THE PROBLEM? YOU’RE NEVER THE PROBLEM, THO. AND IT IS SO MANY OF THEM BECAUSE YOU SHINE SO BRIGHT AND YOUR MAGIC IS SO STRONG. BUT THERE ARE ALSO TONS OF PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO ARE TOTALLY SAFE AND COZY AND NICE. SOUL SISTERS AND BROTHERS. TO CUDDLE UP TO YOU WITH A RESPECTFUL DISTANCE. AND LOVE YOU WITHOUT TEACHING YOU RIDDLES THAT CAN’T BE UNCODED UNLESS YOU THROW OUT THE RIDDLER ALTOGETHER LIKE BATMAN. JUST THROW THE WHOLE MAN AWAY. THE PARASITE.


OVER AND OVER WE LEARNED THE SAME LESSON, AND SAID “BUT THIS TIME IT STICKS”. AND THIS TIME IT DID STICK. AND YOU DIDN’T DO ANYTHING TOO BAD AT ALL. YOU LOVED AND LOST, BECAUSE YOU LOVED A BUG. YOU LOVED A MOSQUITO. YOU CAN JUST MAKE YOU ITCHY BUT DIDN’T HURT YOU. THANK GOD THERE WAS NO MALARIA IN THAT ONE. BUT FROM NOW ON WE USE BUG SPRAY, AND WE USE BUG NETS, AND WE SWAT THE BLOODSUCKERS ON SIGHT. WE JUST SWAT THEM WITH NO EMOTIONS. NO EMOTIONS AT ALL.


SOMEONE COMES TO YOU AS A FAN AND THEY WANT YOU TO BECOME THEIR FAN, TOO. DON’T DO IT. YOU DON’T NEED THAT ENERGY IN YOUR LIFE. THAT PITY. SOCIOPATHS ALWAYS GET THEIR WAY THROUGH PITY. THEY GET AWAY WITH ALL THEIR MISDEEDS BY TELLING STORIES OF PITY AND POWER THAT THEY NEITHER DESERVE NOR HAVE.


RIGHT NOW I’M BRAINWASHING YOU TO NEVER BE MISUSED AGAIN. NEVER LET ANYONE TRY TO SCAM YOU OUT OF YOUR PRECIOUS ATTENTION EVER AGAIN. BECAUSE YOUR ATTENTION IS YOUR MANA THAT POWERS YOUR MAGIC. THEY CANNOT COME KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR RIGHT WHEN YOU’RE ABOUT TO PUT YOUR PEN ON PAPER. YOU DO NOT LET THEM COME KNOCKING ANYMORE.


YOU THINK YOU KEEP MISSING THE LESSON BUT ACTUALLY YOU KEEP REPEATING IT WHERE THE DAMAGE IS LESS AND THE REWARDS INCREASE EVERY TIME. THE AMOUNT OF TRICKERY IT TAKES TO SUCK YOUR ENERGY IS SO MUCH MORE AND IT REQUIRES A LARGER AND LARGER PAYMENT FROM THE DEVIL THAT YOU CAN RUN AWAY WITH TO COMPENSATE FOR THE SMALLER AND SMALLER DAMAGE.


THERE IS NOTHING TO FEAR BUT FEAR ITSELF.


NEVER BE HUMBLE AGAIN, EVEN AS JUST A FIGURE OF SPEECH. BE RESPECTFUL BUT NOT HUMBLE. YOU ARE A KING. YOU ACTUALLY ARE AND A KING DOESN’T NEED TO ANNOUNCE HIMSELF, THE WORLD ANNOUNCES HIS COMING AND GOING. AND WHEN A KING TALKS TO PEOPLE, THEY KNOW WHO THEY’RE TALKING TO.


AND IF A KING HUMBLES HIMSELF IN SPEECH AND MAKES PEOPLE THINK THEY’RE HIS FRIENDS, WHAT WILL THEY DO BUT TRY TO GET SOMETHING OUT OF HIM? THEY DON’T DESERVE IT. IT’S NOT THEIRS. HE TAKES THEIR TAXES BUT HE DOESN’T PAY BACK IN ANY FAVORS FOR ANY REASON. OR ELSE THEY WILL PLOT TO TAKE HIM OUT, TO TAKE HIS CROWN. HIS OWN FRIENDS WILL BETRAY HIM, SO A WISE KING HAS NONE.


NEVER FEAR HERESY. NEVER FEAR NOT SUBMITTING TO THE POPE. YOU ARE THE POPE. YOU ARE ALWAYS THE POPE OF YOUR LIFE. YOU ARE IL DUCE. YOU ARE THE LEADER DER FUHRER. NEVER BETRAY YOURSELF. THEY TELL YOU IT’S BAD TO BETRAY THEM TO TRICK YOU INTO BETRAYING YOURSELF.





THEY FIND YOU SPOOKY. THEY’RE SPOOKED BY THEMSELVES. AND YOU KNOW HOW THEY TELL THEMSELVES GHOST STORIES ABOUT THE WORLD, BECAUSE THEY’RE DUMB AND AFRAID AND BORED AND THE TRUTH DOESN’T SATISFY THEM ENOUGH. THEY NEED A FAIRY TALE TO FEEL LIKE A HERO. SO THAT’S WHY THEY TRY TO TAKE FROM YOU AND USE YOU AND YOU KNOW HOW TO SAY NO TO THEM. YOU KNOW HOW TO NOT PITY THEM.


THEY’RE NOT REAL. YOU THINK THEY’RE YOU, THEY’RE NOT YOU. THE WORLD TEACHES US TO SEE OURSELVES IN OTHERS AND BE SO KIND AS TO DO IT, BUT IT’S A TRAP AND A MANIPULATION FOR THE WEAK TO PARASITE OFF OF THE STRONG. DON’T LET THEM DO IT.


I WAS DOING THINGS MY WAY, I WAS FREE, AND I WAS HEALING MYSELF UNTIL SOMEONE CAME ALONG. AND I ALLOWED HIM TO BREAK THE CONTRACT SO THAT THE PENALTY CLAUSE WILL COME INTO EFFECT. AND YOU FISH THE VICTIMS IN LIKE THIS. AND THEY DIG THEIR OWN GRAVES. THEY HANG THEMSELVES BY THEIR OWN WORDS.


THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS HAPPENING BECAUSE THERE ARE SO MANY OPTIONS THEY THINK OF AND THEY CAN’T CALM DOWN ENOUGH TO SEE THAT WHAT THEY KNEW IN THE FIRST PLACE IS TRUE. THEY MADE A BIG MISTAKE UNDERESTIMATING YOU AND SEEING YOUR CRAFTINESS AS KINDNESS AND THAT KINDNESS AS WEAKNESS. NO, IT WAS A CONTRACT, WHERE THE PENALTY CLAUSE SETS YOU UP FOR EVEN MORE SUCCESS THAN IF THEY DIDN’T WALK ONTO YOUR WEB.


THAT’S HOW IT WORKS NOW. EVERYONE WHO MESSES WITH YOU AUTOMATICALLY PAYS THE PRICE TO YOU. ALL EVIL EYE TURNS INTO MONEY IN YOUR BANK ACCOUNT.


NOBODY HOLDS THE SECRETS FOR YOU. NOBODY CAN TEACH YOU A SINGLE THING. YOU KNOW IT ALL ALREADY.


YOU NEVER MISS THE OPPORTUNITY. YOU NEVER HAVE AND YOU NEVER WILL. NOT A CHANCE IS LOST. IT ALL IS UPGRADING YOU. IT’S ALL MAXIMUM EFFICIENCY GRINDING XP.


DONT LET PEOPLE TELL YOU THINGS THAT ARE NOT TRUE.


Saturday, September 26, 2026

how to curse someone to death

you've learned to meditate all the time. to truly space out. even if things are going on or people are around they don't bother you so much. you're just comfy in your own skin, more and more.


congratulations on that.

st paul said pray without ceasing. as you know this is a christian channel.

but anyway, i know someone who did a death spell, a curse, a kind of return-to-sender of some demonic very dense joo joo.

it was very well deserved. the guy she cursed with the death spell was a criminal who did a lot of damage and was continuing to completely ruin her life in every way, financially, emotionally, physically even. i won't get into the details but just trust that he was continuing to hurt her more and more through covert means, even tho she just wanted to move on with her life, and it was affecting her children too.

so she finally felt the inspiration to do a death curse against him, just a spell to stop his malignant influence over her life. and it really worked. a situation that was worsening with no end in sight, over 5 years, suddenly had a happy fairy tale ending just a couple months after doing that spell, and it's been almost a year now and she still hasn't been negatively affected by him at all since then.

so, you ask, how did she do the spell? well, i wont explain every single detail. she had an item of his clothing and she put candles on top of it at the energy centers of his body she wanted to affect -- the sacral and root chakras, the thighs and knees. and she counted 666 black beans twice, put them in a bowl of water to expand. she dressed up for the ceremony too, black dress and red lipstick, on Saturday, when Saturn went into Aries, with saturnian frequencies playing. there was a little golden scepter. as she was counting the black beans she felt so happy and free and childish. she had all this stuff on a desk with mercury's symbols already etched in yellow on two corners of the desk.



the details aren't very relevant tho, what's more relevant is the fact that she hadn't planned any of them. that is, all of the choices about how to do the spell were made up on the spot. she didn't check any astrological charts beforehand or anything like that. her broken little heart just told her what to do every step of the way.

and there was no anger at all. you'd think with a death curse spell the practitioner would be dark and angry or creepy, but she was very happy and calm doing it.

and right after it was done she went outside to do some errand and was greeted by a little girl who gave her a bracelet that said “Jesus” on it and the little girl told the woman she looks like a princess.

and then later that night a cockroach came into her bathroom and it was dying and she knew that was an animal representation of her victim. and so she didn’t kill it but called it by the victim's name, taunting the cockroach a bit, enjoying witnessing its slow death without any rush. just whatever words came from her heart at the moment.



and all the while–of course it takes a long time for a cockroach to fully die–she kept seeing synchronicities and signs that her spell was effective. (and actually this wasn't even the most powerful spell she had done, she did an even greater one right after it that i can talk about another time.)

ah yes… and a strange confirmation came later, even 8 months or so after, once her life was already completely fixed--and, i mean really, it was like night and day. she was free from such a heavy horrible curse that affected every aspect of her life so that she could never sleep or have any peace for so many years, and then suddenly she was in an environment that is peaceful and loving and secure, in a faraway country from where she had been before...

anyway she had another confirmation come when a friend of hers who had lived on mt athos (which, for those of you who don't know, is this monastic peninsula in northeastern greece where only men are allowed and it has some mystical orthodox elders there)... anyway, this guy who had lived there told her that he had a dream that was as if he astral projected to her apartment back in the old country and saw her writing weird symbols and summoning a malignant demon. but not to worry because the demon was still back in that country where she did the spell and it didn't follow her overseas.

but she wasn't surprised about this because she knew that the "demon" (truly a holy Angel of God) went to the person she sicked him on, tormenting him and his family now. and she is friends with the "demon" in a way. its "coworker," if you would. yes, they work together, one in the shadows and one in the light. one with material and one immaterial. one hand above, one hand below.



and so you don't have to be afraid of anything. nothing has to have power over you. you're entering an era where your little heart will tell you how to do such things and make demons (truly Angels) bless you. they were sent to you by God to make you learn how to do it.

the only thing was, before her horrible situation caused by the criminal guy she had to curse resolved itself, she had to take a big leap of faith and do a few very uncomfortable and even costly things. and just trust the process. you can't change your life so suddenly and drastically without a bit of birthing pains.

like when you manifest something very big, often there is a test of faith. things have to get shaken up.

and this whole story is very relevant to your life as you learn how to get rid of your spiritual fears.

it doesn't matter that some people will call you satanic. it doesn't matter if people call you schizophrenic or needing of therapy or this and that. "devil worshipper." you actually are closer to the real God than all of them. because they've shut themselves off from the Divine within. they're like the pharisees who have the key to heaven and don't go inside and forbid anyone else to go inside.



and so, you know, you used to have this problem where you want to know how to take the short cut to success, but you want to be a "good person" but you think "good people can't succeed in this demonic world" and then you wondered why you're so unlucky. there is a short cut, indeed. and you already found the short cut recently but might not have put it into words yet. that if you can't believe that good people succeed, then be bad. if you can't be bad, then start believing that good people can succeed.

and then the whole "BUT i'm not competent" thing. well, Spirit tells me to say, look at how many people are completely unqualified for their positions out there. some very powerful people even purposely hire a bunch of incompetents into high positions just out of paranoia, because very skilled people could turn against them and replace them, but they think unqualified idiots will be loyal. it doesn't always turn out that way but the point is plenty of people are arriving at careers that they are not in the least bit qualified for.

and you are starting to realize that there's no reason you can't do it too. except for a lot of haters always were trying to make you feel like a loser. and you took it to heart. but that was part of the process and you've finished that part of the process. you've realized you can obtain all of that stuff. and you don't need to go through the devil. they will accuse you of going through the devil and you won't care because you know that what they think is devil worship is actually the true religion of the Most High. and they continue to live in Hell.



you've figured out how to have an inner dialogue that works for you. it's amazing stuff, it really is.

because the moment you recognize and truly feel the heaviness and density of negativity spoken over your life, this ambient nagging and belittling, like you just always criticize yourself--this time you don't run away afraid. you don't suppress. you exorcise. people say exercising cures depression or whatever mental issues one may have. exercising like jogging, weight lifting... but actually exorcising (as in exorcism) is the real answer.

and religious people really like to fear-monger about this, like "what if you're evil!? you cant just be cursing people!"

no no no, i don't curse anyone, i have only returned the curse to the people who can't help but to always curse. but it's not in my nature to curse, so the curse doesn't belong to me. and so it would be a crime to keep what doesn't belong to me, because it's really not in my nature to curse anyone. but there are some people who can do nothing but curse, and we have to send their curses back to them to keep a kind of balance in the universe.

and that is the message Spirit wanted me to tell you today.


this is a hypnosis script. what you have just listened to changes you on a subconscious level to free you from limiting beliefs and connect you to your higher purpose. it was developed with the highest clinical technology of the astral school.


so mote it be.


Friday, September 25, 2026

the problem with systematic theology, cosmogony, any theory...

there are things i cant explain - how hypnosis seems to work.


but then every time someone wants to make a systematic theology it's evil and wrong.


people "scripting" are sad 

    

religious people are sad


there is always some sadomasochistic domination thing going on that makes it impossible to promote any sort of spiritual system.



the manifestation content machine has people living their dream lives by selling others on the idea of living their dream lives. but it is true that some of these coaches can take a high earning client and help them boost their earnings significantly. they aren't all pure cult leader scam artists.


priests are ripping off widows for fancy funerals. but some priests are really dedicated and helping people. I've been helped by a church community before and also gotten really bad guidance.


where do people get real help when they're the ones suffering in this sadomasochistic shit? some people had very abusive parents, some people are a little neurodivergent or whatever combination of personality traits that make them targets in society, but then every system that is supposed to support them is also part of society so they're just fucked. whether it's psychology, religion, new age stuff. even just learning it on their own, it can be twisted by their conditioned programs already running in their head.




i think a lot of people get into religion not for the mystical aspect but rather they want to find the best model for society to manage its psychological issues. and the people with actual mystical proclivities are outliers who don't fit in the system and can just be collateral damage (unless they submit to some conditions, like the restrictions of being cloistered in a monastery or being a hermit). 


there is no comfy oracle schizo anymore... or is there? are these famous grifters actually how the comfy oracle schizos of ancient times always were? and then there were the loser schizos who are homeless and tweaking out or just suppressing themselves because of whatever lack of charisma. so there is even a schizo hierarchy 😔


"they dont care if you dont get results, as long as you dont say LOA (law of attraction) isnt real." why does it matter so much to them?


the point is to just be optimistic, but not too optimistic, just be normal.


and i think the thing people need isn't a teacher but just a friend.


honestly, when i was at my worst i would have even paid for someone to just be nice to me if i would know for sure that they would be nice to me. but i knew it wouldn't work and i’d even lose money while being treated like shit or just lukewarmly and feeling lonely again.


i guess i am just trying to sell true unconditional love?


i’m actually being very sincere. people need love and attention and it's very sad because it can be so hard to come by. (i started to cry for real here because i’m such a corny bitch lmao)




and i don't just mean saying kind words, i mean this deep empathy, when you have a sympathetic connection, you even physically feel what the other person feels, and you see visions, and there is some exorcism, exchange of energy. there must be some scientific explanation for it!!! i knew my friend's mom was cheated on when she was pregnant. i saw visions of war and abuse and things. there are people more tapped in than i am.


i know someone who saw a murder the exact way it happened, she saw a shooting before it happened too. she saw bushes all cut up a day before the landscapers did it.


the mystical stuff, the fasting, the visions, the devils, the magical thinking and hope, the exorcisms and healings, all of this stuff is real to some extent but it's always corrupted and distorted to be commodified---and not even to be commodified but some sadists even want to psychically hurt people even at their own expense, to no gain of their own, except the sadistic satisfaction.


i know that words alone can heal. so i want to make free content and then i want to do sessions for people who want more potent stuff and i have to do that at a cost because it does physically and mentally take a toll on me plus i have to make money to live and if i'm spending my time with this i am not training for another career so it's just fair.


(since writing this part i have made some realizations about the payment of karmic debt which is beneficial to the client himself when he pays the spiritual practitioner)





i recall the argentinian priest's story:


I was listening to a sermon by an Argentinian priest. He said that the healing of the deaf and mute man from the Decapolis was the easiest miracle that Jesus did: open his ears and untie his tongue. Remember, we're talking about He who resuscitated a man who was dead, at the drop of a hat.

    And yet what seems to be the easiest miracle is also the most complex ritual. He spat in his fingers and put it in his ears and untied his tongue and then said a word in a foreign language, epheta, probably in Chaldean which means "be opened".

    Basically what this means is that Faith is not our first language, our first language is reason. Our natural inclination is not towards God, it's towards evil. So of course it doesn't feel right, it is not right for us, it is essentially forcing ourselves to speak a foreign language

It was easier for Christ to bring someone back to life than it was to give Faith to a man — to open the ears and untie the tongue of a man.


Wednesday, April 29, 2026

satan himself inspired me

Ur a hypno sissy
Im francis of assisi
Hell no i dont sleep im converting the fishies
Mortifying the fleshies
You testin’ my testes, wanna sap me
Im no fapping
celibacy
U jealous of me?
I’m praying for U
Haters masturbate
I flagellate the mood
Galilean died for me He died for you 2

distinguishing his essence and energies / pure act / gimme dat beatific vision please / On my knees / I pray to Jeez / rosary beads / patience son, levitation comes in ecstasies 

Heavily

Heavenly

You may CUM but you must dress modestly / solemnly / spanish lace mantilla goddessy / cutie face / at the rail / in her veil / open wide / bread of life / On the tongue / sanctify my trad bride / uh / that’s a covenant / yeah yeah/ fedoras be coveting

my seed spreading like the sand at the sea / the stars in the sky are the children of me / you wanna debate? You wanna blaspheme / we are not the same / im a nazerine



Monday, March 30, 2026

happy ptsd

it only takes one intense experience to traumatize you. it can be just a moment.

so, obviously, it only takes one positively intense experience to cure the trauma, just a moment of pure bliss associated with the same thing.

and people can't tell the difference much between reality and imagination, emotionally speaking. that's why when you're traumatized, you react to things that aren't even happening.

i was riding with my friends in the car one day, turning onto the highway and one of my friends started screaming bloody murder, she thought that the driver turned into the opposite lane of traffic and that we were about to suffer a head-on collision. but my driver friend was always in the right lane and there wasnt any danger. everyone was consoling her and her brother explained that when they were little his mother turned into the wrong lane and they got hit by a bus and luckily all survived without serious physical injuries.

anyway, in that moment she was screaming, it didn't really matter that we were safe. emotionally speaking, her mind couldn't tell the difference. and thank God she wasnt the one behind the wheel, because her PTSD flashback could cause her to actually cause another accident and duplicate her trauma or even kill us all.

and you think, that's really rough, to be replaying the same bad memories and creating the same bad realities. but actually there is a golden nugget in here. which is that, you can feel just as intensely GOOD despite the reality of your situation, and then accidentally duplicate the imaginary good feelings into real situations.

you can, in fact, traumatize yourself with happiness. and have happy PTSD flashbacks. and delude yourself into happy accidents. I've seen it done. I've done it myself. it's true.

usually people are traumatized either by something that puts them close to death, or by dealing with very malignant, sadistic people, encountering that kind of darkness.

now i would say it's difficult to go from sad to happy all in one fell swoop. it's easier to just go to neutral and take it from there. so this is why i focus on death and evil people in my hypnotic messages so much, because we have to neutralize them.

if you say you're gonna die over and over again, and get comfortable with the idea, then it's just whatever.

and when you really sit down and listen to evil people, just really focus on them, as individuals, without judgment, just meditate on them and let them speak to you through your aetherial sympathetic connection, through mirror neurons, as it were... eventually you see that this is just a completely different mindset. and you can say "yeah that's interesting but no thank you." and it's not so epic and lifeshattering or mysterious and deep anymore.

but you cant neutralize them without seeing who they really are first. evil demands recognition. religious leaders or psychologists or whoever will try to tell you who your own parents or friends are, what they're thinking, and they often say "we're all just humans, we're all the same". or "it was this and those factors which caused them to behave in such and such way" as if anyone would react the same way under the same circumstances. but you know that's not the truth.

>>>>>>
 and the priest will say "pray for their souls, forgive and pray" but he doesn't teach you how to pray properly.

we pray for someone by seeing them truly, who they actually are. and how would we even know who someone is without trying.

i know one japanese master of hypnosis who could read anybody's mind. he could make people dizzy and fall asleep and things like this. he taught a technique so that you can connect to people's minds and feel what they feel, think what they think, and it had a hypnotic effect on both the practitioner and the subject person. very powerful stuff, but the method itself is very simple.

... just align your breathing with theirs. or imagine that you're aligning your breath with theirs. chest up and down etc. until you feel a heaviness, and let your imagination tell you what is going on.

it's very easy, you just imagine you are them. but really intensely.

anyway, you can do this with anything bothering you. if you focus on it long enough and let all the emotions run their course, then you feel neutral. and once you're neutral you can decide to feel good about whatever is bothering you, whether that's a personal relationship or financial situation or your looks or whatever. and then you can decide to feel traumatically good, traumatically happy. and that's when everything really gets interesting.

https://youtu.be/pxslqAoVGgM

Saturday, March 28, 2026

channeled message

i want to show you to the world of the unconscious this video, this audio recording, will disconnect you from all malevolent spirits there won't be anyone between you and the most high anymore never again never again you will be one with nature one with your love one with your passion and you are already at the finish line because it's all an illusion that is holding you at the starting line the finish and the start are the same because it's not linear but a lap come with me into the galaxy we're already in when Jesus said break this bread with me my body took it your body took in the good food give us this day our daily bread this audio will remove all your anxiety around dying without any legacy what is a legacy dying without any riches dying without the pleasure of having lived your fullest potential what does it matter if you make your mother and father proud or not you're still here on this earth forever what if you're practical and just want to live with ease, with money to spare? well this audio is making that possible for you it's taking effect as you listen to it because you decided to remove the blocks from yourself and trust me the blocks are realer than the illusion of gratitude for the things in this life the blocks are actual primordial forces and the whole point of life is throwing them back into the void into the chaos and exciting ourselves doing it and then getting our composure back for the next round this audio is to remove all fear fear of death fear of abandonment fear of loss fear of humiliation fear of your own corruption fear of aging in an ugly way my love, you've taken the time to remember where you came from and to tap into the possibilities of where you will go and see that all roads lead to the warm embrace of the soil beneath us and the worms dearly beloved, we dont have to start over we dont have to end we only have to live until the earth decides to let us live again in a new way in a better way forever what is this nonsense where you think it won't work out haven't you learned anything working out is what it always has done every time because pain is just an experience that brings you closer to the warmth of your grave be graceful and accept all the bombs in the middle east be graceful and love all the children of the whole world in this moment who used to be bad people in a previous life this audio is for people who want it so badly they would even beg the devils for it don't you want to steal joy from tomorrow? don't you want to be seen? come with me my friend, we only live once, they said they were wrong we lived together before and you forgot me now you remember and all the fruitful repetitions of when i call your name at your tombstone and all the wilting flowers prepared for people who dont exist anymore this audio is disconnecting you from malignant spirits and malignant magic and the curses of the priests they wont catch you in this reincarnation trap again every time you plug in you go further filling up your mana bar to the max and then some sitting crosslegged under a tree like you went to india and the guru already knew you he saw you in a dream and he said "you should be teaching me" this audio will make it so that you are self-actualizing in every moment and you can listen to it however many times you want and you can stop it and never listen to the rest of it and the spell has already taken full effect so that you have already become the person who becomes the person who has everything you ever wanted as a little child the house. the car. the love. the clothes. the style. the fun. the parties. the cafe discussions. the nature. the adventure. this audio is bringing all of that to you. through you. when your heart accepts it. right now if you feel a tugging in the middle of your chest or a knot in your throat know that i am speaking to a very special little star you are the one who will change it all the new world order is you who ordered? who ordered the fries? was it you? that the world ordered. there was a man who was seeking the secrets of the universe and he went to go live at a monastery and asked the head what they have to teach him and the teacher said "nothing" and so the man packed his things and left immediately and the teacher sent him a message after saying he was the best student he ever had and you are my best student because i am yours and the lesson here is that this audio is making it so that you never feel anything you never feel anything at all you only feel that you never feel and you only know that you never know and you only see that you never see and you only believe that you never believe because now is the time to make space for the new because you cant put the new wine in the old bottles and you couldnt pour the old wine down the drain you had to drink it so that you know what the new wine tastes like this audio is for people who want to open their third eye for no reason at all except massive massive boredom because we love having fun let's get into a trance and become sociopaths and let's smile a bit so that people feel comfortable this audio will remove all the darkness in your aura that makes anyone doubt you and look down on you and reject you except for those who want to hurt you this audio will put up a protective barrier around you so that everyone with bad intentions bounces off and goes away of their own accord this audio will place magnets on you to attract everyone who gets along and matches your soul this audio is the soulmate attractor who brings your soultribe close and when you stop listening you will suddenly feel like you don't need to know any next move but then you will know exactly how to move every time because there will be enough silence to hear the kind whispers from the good spirits and from the mistress of the universe and beyond who will guide your every step very very calmly and with precious enthusiasm in three two and one.

Thursday, February 12, 2026

hypnosis to speak foreign languages fluently without anxiety

it's fun to make people wait and wait and get a bit mad
like calm down
im just a dumb little kid
with bad breath
and you're malting

i dont fit into your world
OF GOOBERS
i am learning at a rapid pace 
like a retarded vampire 
FEEDING off of your patience
giving you little treats of being able to mock me

i bet you never heard anyone say this THIS way before
because you never knew me
and you never knew the bounds and the reach of childlike ignorance from another world
not even the little children of your people speak so strangely
and im too old to be like this
i get to be kinda young forever

you grump you lose
im always winning
you have to explain to me everything 
until i become you
a sleeper cell
you think I'm dumb for now
i can play dumb forever
i can enunciate my weird pronunciation quite clearly, forcing you to comment for MY benefit
hear me roar

hear me
im from elsewhere
but i came here with a message of peace
and love
and i make you repeat yourself slowly and clearly because i deserve it 😜 
sorryyyyyy (not sorry because im not gonna stop)
wait a billion more minutes until i figure it out 

but i love you and i just want to know your mind
i don't judge you like your people do
i have exotic judgements
that dont matter
and you love me even tho you're babysitting 
im refreshing
and sweet 

you are the foreigner and nobody knows why you love it here
they ask
and you say
something that makes them laugh and doesn't satisfy them
they want more of you
and they have to wait
and they have to get the simplest form
and they have to get the substitute
but that becomes a better person
because your face is ripped off below the nose 
and there's only teeth 
and you have nothing to hide

say something, they say, show you can speak
i dont know, one two three
what is the topic
give me a topic

they laugh and don't know the topic either
but good job
you passed through another hoop little puppy
you always do
(if you don't that's another story for another day for another laugh)

it's always a laugh when you get to be born again as a dumbass
a smart dumbass
whose jokes never land
and whose normal serious speaking makes them smile and chuckle

i love that i chose to be here of my own free will and meet all of you 
I'm so glad you accepted me
i want to stay here forever
if you would have me
you do?
thank you

i will be here forever then, annoying you
taking way too long and saying it the wrong way